Losing our Well in our Being?!

So what happened? I just realized that the field of life I have ventured into is by no means a mistake or even a shock to my soul. I just [light body] meditated and recalled how I was doing bodywork at a very young age, I used to sit and massage my mum's aching feet at a very young age and then every now and then when her digestive system kicked out I'd be there doing the belly massage, et voilà! How does this all reference back to losing our Well in Being? the fact that in this super fast